Farewell My Hell!!!

Everything will soon turn black,
so here's my letter,
To get it off my chest,
Promise father, don't look back,
it's not for the better,
I know you tried your best.

Everybody seems so happy like they all share ,
something I haven't felt for years,
For long I've tried to just hold on but now I don't care,
I'm closing down my thoughts and fears,
Forgive me, life is cruel,
I'm leaving you.

Hear you little brother me,
you know I'm sorry,
for every high hand,
Give my love to mother,please
tell her not to worry,
I hope she'll understand.

So long, don't wait for me in vain,
What's wrong with being free from pain?
Be strong and live your lives like I never could,
Farewell, let the memories be nice,
To hell!? Don't think you go there twice,
I'm well off right here, it's more than good,
So Farewell...


P/S: Just a lyric

Selamat Hari Ibu

Ibu, ibu,
Engkaulah ratu hatiku,
Bila ku berduka,
Engkau hiburkan selalu,
Ibu, ibu,
Engkaulah ratu hatiku...


Sempena Hari Ibu ini, marilah sama-sama kita mengenangkan jasa, pengorbanan serta kasih-sayang yang dicurahi mereka terhadap kita. Kepada yang masih mempunyai ibu di dunia ini, tunjukkanlah kasih-sayang kalian terhadap mereka. Nescaya kalian takkan berasa ralat kemudian hari. Bukannya susah untuk menerbitkan rasa sayang tehadap mereka. Fikirkan sejenak apa yang telah ibu kalian korbankan untuk kalian. Nescaya rasa sayang kalian terhadap mereka datang dengan sendirinya. Selamat Hari Ibu diucapkan!!!


P/s: Cesss, pandai menasihati orang lain. Diri-sendiri ni bukannya bagus sangat!!!

12.00 pm: suddenly awaken, in tears, sneeze and sneeze. Ahhh, at last woken-up by sunlight through the window. What a beautiful sunny day. Shame, i can't enjoy the day outside. Today seems to be very bad day though...

Weak

Still feeling bad, uncomfortable, and weak caused of flu. Today I wanna stay on bed all day long...

Sleeping disorder: how to overcome?

i've serious sleeping matter at night since over past few years. Any opinion how to overcome this? Come-on, I need ur input.:-)

Bloody boring!!!

It's 2 am already. But my eyes shining still. Bloody boring this moment. What should i watch on tv when no interesting program, what should i read when newspaper is staled? I ain't got no things to do, no place to go. So, better wanking than thinking. Hahahaha!!!

Malehhh...

Be lazy day by day. Whether work day or off day, just staying at home all day long. Wake up so late for sure and loiter around till the sun goes down. Demmit, so lazy me! May somebody gimme motivation???