Marco Simoncelli Crash @ Sepang October 23, 2011

RIP Marco Simoncelli. My thoughts are with all his family & friends.

WALKING DISASTER

I haven't been home for a while,
I'm sure everything's the same:
Mom and Dad both in denial,
an only child to take the blame.
Sorry Mom but I don't miss you,
Father's no name you deserve.
I'm just a kid with no ambitions,
wouldn't come home for the world.

{You'll} never know what I've become,
the king of all that's said and done.
The forgotten son?
This city's buried in defeat,
I walk along these no name streets,
Wave goodbye to all,
as I fall...

At the dead end I begin
to burn the bridge of innocence.
Satisfaction guaranteed,
a pillow weight catastrophe.
On a mission, nowhere bound,
inhibitions underground,
A shallow grave I
have dug all by myself.

And now I've been gone for so long
I can't remember who was wrong.
All innocence is long gone.
I pledge allegiance to a world of disbelief where I belong.

A walking disaster,
the son of all bastards.
You regret you made me,
it's too late to save me.
(You regret you made me,
it's too late to save me.)

(And he said)
Far as I can tell,
it's just voices in my head.
Am I talking to myself?
'Cause I don't know what I just said.

(And she said)
Far is where I fell,
maybe I'm better off dead.
Am I at the end of nowhere?
Is this as good as it gets?

And now I've been gone for so long
I can't remember who was wrong.
All innocence is long gone.
I pledge allegiance to a world of disbelief where I belong.

A walking disaster,
the son of all bastards.
You regret you made me,
it's too late to save me.
(To save me, to save me, to save me...)

And now I've been gone for so long
I can't remember who was wrong.
All innocence is long gone.
I pledge allegiance to a world of disbelief where I belong.

A walking disaster,
the son of all bastards.
You regret you made me,
it's too late to save me.

I will be home in a while,
you don't have to say a word.
I can't wait to see you smile,
wouldn't miss it for the world.

I will be home in a while,
you don't have to say a word.
I can't wait to see you smile,
wouldn't miss it for the world.

Point of view

I Don't Love You

Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

hari ke 2

Ya, arini adalah hari ke 2 aku menyewa bilik di Pangsapuri Seri Proton. Amat membantu dari segi penjimatan kos petrol + masa ke tempat keje yg jaraknya sekitar 6 km jer. malam semalam begitu sukar utk lelap karena bagiku beralih tempat tido adalah suatu perkara yg amat memecilkan. apapun, harap malam ni dapat tido lena, setelah penat di petang hari, jalan2 di pasar malam n lepak2 minum2 borak2 bersama kwn sekolah dulu. melayan tenet maxis bb yg slow membuatkan aku bertambah mengantok. zzzz!!!!!!!

:(

Life is deadly boring without the loved ones.

Distress

Heard my favorite song on the radio
I get so tired that i just don't know
Is my whole life coming down on me
Or is my problem anxiety

Spent the last few days, wide awake,
And i don't know how much more i can take,
I only have one life to live
And i want to give it all I can

Even though there's something that i didn't do right
We really want fatal fever got some feeling tonight

I want to know
I wanna go
I wanna take myself so far away
I say night night time i'm gonna be your friend to know

Half past 2, i stepped into
The place i wanna be
Ohhh you might be to lay my head
I'm just to tryin to find some sleep
Well it's been 3 days since I had a good meal
I haven't been without a beer for 4
And i know when i wake up tomorrow yeah
I gotta hope that I've got space for one more

I want to know
I wanna go
I wanna take myself so far away
I say not this time, i'm gonna be afraid to say

I want to know
I wanna go
I wanna take myself so far away
I say not this time, i'm gonna be a friend to say

I want to know
I wanna go
I wanna take myself so far away